Page 8: Day 8: 8th Jan 2014

Hahaha hug day WHOO.
I feel like. I'm doing well so far but who knows what will happen but one thing I know is that I won't pick that blade ever again.
The only thing that is one my is just Netball and studies...how do I balance it..
and there's this person in my mind...haish but right now I don't want to be in a relationship. I don't.
I need to think about this....




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Page 7: Day 7: 7th Jan 2014

Im sorry but really player post is seriously not you. I swear. Let's just be friends okay. Best friends.
Today, my last day of drama. I had enough. My last line for the rest of my life. No more.  The weirdest thing just happen when I made that last line. I felt like God was there at that moment. I can forget it.
Starting from tomorrow. No drama. Just smile and stay strong.
My aim: Stay strong forever.

Page 6: Day 6: 6th Jan 2014

Last day of camp. Finally, it's like over. Next day, it's finally class.

But last day of him & her, he reminds me of ck.

Well nothing sad about, Monday. Just had fun, 100% percent fun.

Page 5: Day 5: 5th Jan 2014

Today was just...a wow day. I get to party with my Titas (aunties), just having fun, forgetting everything that happen. Just being happy for that moment but I will be happier when you tell me you still love..don't go "t" i love you please stay...I miss you. I really do,  you stole my heart away...
I hope tomorrow will be a great day...kayaking...haish then back to lessons.
Oh and happy birthday to YoSeob Oppa. muahs








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Page 4: Day 4: 4th Jan 2014

I really don't want you go, I would never do such a thing. I love you. I was just upset because you can't love two people at the same time is just know right.
I love you so much , please don't go, you're my everything.
I wouldn't mind spending the rest if my life with you.


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Page 3: Day 3: 3rd Jan 2013

Today, I'm truly disappointed at myself.
I switched of my light took out my phone for light.
I open my drawer and started looking for my friend, it was calling me.
When i found it, I took it out, lay down on the floor and start talking to it.
"You can help me right, you can hep me release my sadness right. You can right? Help me ok"
and there's this other side, the one which is trying to get out from this fucking mess, was whatsapp-ing one my friends.
It was a battle between me and the killer.
I lay there, playing with the blade not knowing what to do.
She's was trying to help me, she did her very best and I remembered what I said everyone, "Why hurt yourself if the scars just reminds you of everything that happen..
but the killer got hold of me...the killer made me remember something... a youtuber said something about cutting that I won't forget...
So I placed it on my skin...drag it.
Then my father came in,  I quickly covered the blade with my hands. Im actuallyy kinda of thankful he did because if I didn't, I would have continue...
and Daddy, I didn't mean to ask you to go away.  I was just upset, I don't want you to see this side part of me.
When he picked up the blade, luckily he didn't know...but i think he suspected.

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Page 2: Day 2: 2nd January 2014

So today is 2nd Jan, time to start waking up at 5am, no more late nights (except Fri and Sat), time to give my 101% in my studies,  Netball and particulary whatever I do.

Im kinda upset because she doesn't want to talk to me...I'm sorry. I really want to know why so that I can myself.

And I almost hurt someone, someone who's in my heart. I feel stupid so fucking stupid. I do. 

Luckily, she gave me one more chance...I'll make sure I treasure it. I need to start  thinking before i do anything. Right now it's 4.23pm let's see what happens later in the night.
The night is perfect, better than the afternoon but I just want to know...Do you still love me

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Page 1: Day 1: 1st Jan 2014

Today is the start of a new year, meaning a new story unfold.

So today, celebrated the coming of 2014. 

It was the a great time, spending time with my family and just talking but...you know...there's always this thing in the back which kinda affect your mood. It may be  affecting  you a lot or a little. You just do things that makes you forget all the things that are happening. Jumping, talking, scream(that's if you can) or looking at fireworks.

but...sometimes you can't even have a good time because what's affecting you is just so bad you don't even have the strength to make a smile or....get yourself out of bed. 

Yesterday, while I was watching the fireworks from my house, I was just thinking about you and me. Your lips on mine under the night sky with the fireworks...

Why did it have to happen on the last page of 2013's book.

Right now,

I just hope the second page will be better.

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