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Is she the one? Is she? I think she's the one I fell for but apparently, I was wrong...there was a

love triangle. I don't want to get into one again because only two people get to be happy. Well I have to go, I was told you prefer her more than me...so ill try to forget you...not by doing stupid things but by not talking to you.

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What hurts is hurting someone who helped you a lot in something you dream of but in the end you hurt that person because of the things you did. From that very day, no dating, no kissing, nothing. I promised her that because she's the reason why I am where I now. I'm sorry.

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How does one resist the temptation of not cutting themselves, all the stress; studies, parents, life. Not enough sleep, not enough energy...to much taking place things taking place at the same time. The world looks so blur, so tired, can't think. Tears fall because tiredness. The feeling of falling to the ground.

The moment I stepped into my house, I was on the floor, my world shut down...

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Can we just be friends, please...you said so yourself....you'll never leave me.

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There's her and her and a lot more....Jo...where's the self-control

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Page 8: Day 8: 8th Jan 2014

Hahaha hug day WHOO.
I feel like. I'm doing well so far but who knows what will happen but one thing I know is that I won't pick that blade ever again.
The only thing that is one my is just Netball and studies...how do I balance it..
and there's this person in my mind...haish but right now I don't want to be in a relationship. I don't.
I need to think about this....




Hey guys sorry for late, short, horrible post because I've been stress out with work and I would like to do it on my phone  so it will be faster but my data is blocked. Im sorry. and i haven't publish a post on imperfect journey sorry about that.
So I need your help. tell me what topics you guys want me to talk about. I'll think about it so yea:)
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STAY STRONG

Page 7: Day 7: 7th Jan 2014

Im sorry but really player post is seriously not you. I swear. Let's just be friends okay. Best friends.
Today, my last day of drama. I had enough. My last line for the rest of my life. No more.  The weirdest thing just happen when I made that last line. I felt like God was there at that moment. I can forget it.
Starting from tomorrow. No drama. Just smile and stay strong.
My aim: Stay strong forever.

Page 6: Day 6: 6th Jan 2014

Last day of camp. Finally, it's like over. Next day, it's finally class.

But last day of him & her, he reminds me of ck.

Well nothing sad about, Monday. Just had fun, 100% percent fun.

Page 5: Day 5: 5th Jan 2014

Today was just...a wow day. I get to party with my Titas (aunties), just having fun, forgetting everything that happen. Just being happy for that moment but I will be happier when you tell me you still love..don't go "t" i love you please stay...I miss you. I really do,  you stole my heart away...
I hope tomorrow will be a great day...kayaking...haish then back to lessons.
Oh and happy birthday to YoSeob Oppa. muahs








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Page 4: Day 4: 4th Jan 2014

I really don't want you go, I would never do such a thing. I love you. I was just upset because you can't love two people at the same time is just know right.
I love you so much , please don't go, you're my everything.
I wouldn't mind spending the rest if my life with you.


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Page 3: Day 3: 3rd Jan 2013

Today, I'm truly disappointed at myself.
I switched of my light took out my phone for light.
I open my drawer and started looking for my friend, it was calling me.
When i found it, I took it out, lay down on the floor and start talking to it.
"You can help me right, you can hep me release my sadness right. You can right? Help me ok"
and there's this other side, the one which is trying to get out from this fucking mess, was whatsapp-ing one my friends.
It was a battle between me and the killer.
I lay there, playing with the blade not knowing what to do.
She's was trying to help me, she did her very best and I remembered what I said everyone, "Why hurt yourself if the scars just reminds you of everything that happen..
but the killer got hold of me...the killer made me remember something... a youtuber said something about cutting that I won't forget...
So I placed it on my skin...drag it.
Then my father came in,  I quickly covered the blade with my hands. Im actuallyy kinda of thankful he did because if I didn't, I would have continue...
and Daddy, I didn't mean to ask you to go away.  I was just upset, I don't want you to see this side part of me.
When he picked up the blade, luckily he didn't know...but i think he suspected.

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